“‘Iwilldojustasyoutellme,’RedRidingHoodpromisedherMother.”(“RedRidingHood,”TheFairyTalesoftheBrothersGrimm)[1]
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「欸，喜欢我吗？」
我们两个还是在一起……
就算是堕落……
像我这种自以为是、装模作样，只懂得看人脸sE、迎合别人，惹人厌的nV孩子，真的值得幸福吗？每个成长阶段、连衣服穿搭，都由妈妈决定，连喜欢谁的决定权都被妈妈支配，值得被人「Ai」吗？像我这种毫无主见，凡事只听妈妈的话的小孩，真的值得拥有「人生」吗？这种「缺乏自我」，活得像只白陶瓷换装人偶，挂着如此不祥笑容的东西，能称得上是「人」吗？
YouaregoingtotheHolyBlessing—why?—itisanall-girlhighschoolrunbyacatholicchurch.Don’tworry—thesisterswon’tactuallywashyourbrainwiththeirchurchdoctrines—teachersareteachers;theyteach,notconvertanystudentintoaChristian.Theyareasfineastheteachersinothernormalhighschools;theonlydifferenceisthattheywearacrosspendantontheirnecks.
Soyouwon’tgetdistractedbyunnecessaryentertainmentorchasedaroundbyfilthysex-thirstyhighschoolboys...Trustme—MommywenttherewhenIwaslittle,soIknow.Mommyknowwhat’sthebestforyou,Ariel.
It’sclosertohome,soyoudon’thavetowasteyourtimeoncommuting.Besides,Mommydon’tlikeyoutogoofaroundinthedowntownareaafterschool—headstraighthome,youunderstand?
FirstGirls?—Youdon’thavetogothere,doyouhaveto?—Mommyheardmostofthegirlsoutthereplayreallyhardaswellasstudyhard—andnotonlythat.Rumorhasit:thatschoolisnowofficiallyoccupiedbyhomosexuals—GoodHeavens!NowtheNationalEducationisteachingourchildrentobecomeahomosexual—mostscandalous!Mommydon’twantyoutogetpoisonedbyhomosexuality.Boysarebad;lesbians?—evenworse:theycanturninnocentgirlsintotheirownkind—that’swhy—theyarezombies.
Mommydon’twantyoutogetcaughtinthedegenerateatmosphereinFirstGirlsandeventuallysquanderyourtimewhenallyouhavetodoisstudyforthecollegeentranceexam—Mommywantyoutostudyinoneoftheleadinguniversities.Besides,ifyouwanttogetadmittedintoNXUviatheMulti-StarProject,thechancesarebetterintheHolyBlessingthaninFirstGirls.Youdon’thavetocompetewiththeFirstGirlsstudents—why—theylovefiercecompetitions.Letthemhavewhattheyaskfor.WhathaveMommytaughtyou?Chooseyouropponentswisely,ifyouhavetofightacrucialfightyoumustnotlose.
Eventhoughyouareinasecond-rategirl’shighschool,Mommystillwantyoutobelacrèmedelacrèmeamongthestudents.So,youwillhavetostudyintheirHumanityandSocialScienceclass.Don’tworry.Itstillcountsasan“elite”classintheschool,thoughnotasgoodastheMathematicsandScienceclassinotherleadinghighschools.Don’tworry—MommywillgetthebestteacherstheHolyBlessingcanoffer—lacrèmedelacrème,Mommyassureyou—how?—don’tyouworryaboutit.MommyhasMy“way”—youdon’tfrown,nothingtoworryabout—Mommyjusthaveto“talkto”some“people”—youwilllearnfromthebestteachers,somakesureyougetgoodgradesinthefollowingsemester,youhear?
Good,mysweetheart.
Enjoyyourhighschoollife.
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Grimm,JacobandWilhelm."RedRidingHood."TheFairyTalesoftheBrothersGrimm,trans.AliceLucas,Doubleday,Page&Co.,1909.
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